So Close
It almost happened!
THIS CLOSE!
but he ruined it
it would have happened!
Are we going to fast?
I dont want this to end..
I want to go fast!
Its a race to the finish!
but...what happens after?
after its all done?
What then?
We cant start over...
can we?
I dont think so...
I wish we could..
then we go over and
over again..
such a rush..
a thrill..
a ride...
WoW...
Youll never know
Your the only one I love..
Your the only one I feel this way
for..
Your the only one Ive EVER felt this
way for..
I love you...
I love you...
I could never say it enough
It will never mean anything
in mere words...
I can tell you mean it when u say it.....
"i love you"
No one has ever meant this much to me
I love you so much
You will never know how much u meant to me..
youll just..never know.....
Hope
I feel connected to you now...
better than ever before...
I want this to go on forever..
will it?
Do you think it will?
I hope so...
hopeis such a helpless word...
hope...
what faith is there in that?
I know it will!
I wont end it..
will you?
I would be torn to peices..
If I could give you anything..
ANYTHING!
I would..
but for now..
all I have to offer..
is my heart..
will you accept it?
I hope you will....
that word...
so empty..
I know you will..
please?
Its all I have to give...
You have..
My soul,
My body,
My mind..
theres only one thing left..
will you..
will you?
please!?
I love you!
Im not sure if I have your heart..
If i do..
trust me with it..
I hope you will...
that word...
so emotionless..
Trust me..
I wouldnt hurt you if my
life was in the hands of someone
who would...
I would die..
for you..
and you only...
Itslove..
I hope...
so...
helpless...
faithless..
empty...
emotionless..
I know...
or so I think....
I love you so much,
Yet I'm not sure if its reciprocal.
I wish you could rescue me,
from myself & what ive become.
Torn between the 2.
You hold my hand as if I mean
something to you.
Yet you do the same to you.
I love another almost as much,
yet when im with you there is no one else.
I wish you were here....
always....
.....My Superman.....
I Cry Blood
The pain from the blade,
caresses my entire being.
It penetrates my body,
as the blood purs around me.
Basking in the dark liquid.
With slits in both arms.
The pain calmes me,
as i open up scarred wounds,
over and over again.
Its soothing the way it,
lightly goes over the soft,
stretched and worn skin of
my scars where it was once
newly dark and non punctred
its refreshing the way i never die.
I cant die. Though this pain is way too much,
I can do nothing about it.
It hurts. The way no one cares but the pain
...its so...soothing...
Finally, sooner or later, Im going to run out of blood.
Then im just an empty vessel.
I cant get the pleasure of cutting.
I want to bleed, die.
I cant.
I start to cry.
But I cry blood.....
Ill miss you though Ill never know you...
I think about you,
not alot,
because i never actually saw you.
I miss you dearly
though I dont know
who you are.
I dont know
what you look like,
what you sound like,
what you act like,
we could have been..
best friends?
worst enemys?
Ill never know...
never...
Ive taught myself not to cry...
So I cant weep for you,
I miss you so much,
I wonder...
would you have been nice?
mean?
caring?
loveing?
just like me....
Ill never know..
so little..
Ill see you when i leave,
only then ill get to know you,
only then...
Ill never know.....
enjoy life and enjoy love thats what we live for .. 
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