deep inside myself
i see a baby never born.
i can't believe my eyes..
i cannnot trust my soul..
a baby never born lives
deep inside myself!
a little baby girl..so soft!
is it the softness of my cheeks?
or the sofness of ur lips?
the baby girl came to me..
spellbound me with her presence..
so unbelievable!
i went to her..slow and scared..
little fingers touched my hands..
touched my cheeks..
touched my lips..
touched into my mouth..
touched me she there..
where u touched and i shivered!
she touched me..
the baby never born!
the same cold finger tips.
they tasted so same to me!
i looked into her eyes.faintly..
beautiful black eyes..
with the sharpnes of urs,
they have the sudden giggles of mine.
that spalsh of cloudy looks of urs..
sometimes rainy, often sunny just like me.
she has he locks of mine..dark and long.
not so tidy ..just lke urs.
her lips are like urs ..soft, supple and sweet so much!
and a touch of my smile makes them just like me.
i held her in my arms,
i held her tight to my warmth..
she felt so warm!
the warmth of mine..or is the warmth of urs?
maybe the warmth of u and me together..
my necter quenched her thirst
i drank her closeness, too..
the same closeness of u and me.
the same comfort ..so amazing!
my baby never born..
a life that never lived
a life that will never live..
i wished so much.that she lived!
but here she is..
right in my arms..
so close! so soft! so warm!
so perfect a blend of someone else and me!
the goodness of someone else and me..
i hold her close...
and walk away..
my baby never born and me..







TOTW/F/M Award(s): 2
...nice one Deepa Apu... 






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