| My Dearest King Charming, I sit everyday to write a letter, to express my self and tell you that without you, how incomplete is your TiTaKoRoLLa, but I fail as my hands start shaking, my color changes pale as my blood rushes faster and faster when I think of you, the first moment, first friendly touch of your hand that to me was the sweetest touch I ever felt. Oh my love, I am writing but my self is lost, lost in you and the words I’m uttering is no justification to my love, to you and how feel about you. Today I am laying my heart open besides you so that you may be able to see and understand the depth of my love for you, the depth that that no words can even come close to express. From my very first days at Banglaforum, you’ve stood out to me. Your friendliness knew no bounds, and you sense of humor had bewitched me. Many a times I have caught myself reading and rereading you posts. I used to stay up very late at night just willing for the little light next to your nick to light up..and when it finally did, my heart knew no greater joy. I was your secret admirer..your stalker…I had a major crush on you. But my shyness always kept me away from stepping out of the shadow and I never even dreamed that you would take notice of me. But the day when I first chatted with you...oh god…that glorious day which I shall always cherish…that day I thought all the happiness must have left the earth to come flood my heart. I was happier than I have ever been in my life, and with every passing second I seemed to fall for you more and more. We started off as friends...and then before I knew it, I found myself taking a nosedive straight into the eternal ocean of love… My life, my thoughts and everything around me has changed, changed in a way that I never imagined, is this love..? It has to be! What else can explain the constant longing in my heart? The desire to be near you 24/7? What else can explain your constant presence in my thoughts...accompanying me though the days. At times I think I might have gone mad..having silent conversations with you in my head and all the while smiling to myself. Yes I am in love, in love with you. I am in love with you, and in love with all your flaws. I am in love with the way you are to me..in love with the way you are with others, and I’m proud as you exceed all my expectations, I sometimes can’t help and pinch my self to see if you are real or a dream. My love, we are perfect for each other, and I can’t stand a second more to be parted from you. I want to be by your side from now on till the end of time. I want to be there for you as you have always been there for me. I want to make you smile. I want for us to live, love, laugh and cry together for time and time again. I want to be yours eternally…want us to be together everlasting… Yours forever and more, Swan Princess |