Whats in Your Mind ?

**TiTaKoRoLLa** · May 16th, 2008, 10:37 AM

viewing things as a bystander is a whole lot different than experiencing something first hand. when you are thrust into something head first, you learn a lot about yourself and about those who you thought you knew.

ronohungkar · May 18th, 2008, 03:23 AM

Yes, to many it may seem others don't know anything cuz they didn't go through it. Lol! What they forget is besides going through it many may have seen and passed on same situations on numerous times which they had alerted them of what it is to come.

Point is not what you did is wrong, point is based on what powerful hatred and pain you leave within others that you have once promised to never hurt. Once you have shot a bullet out of a gun, then why alter the course and tear down all that was built between two souls!

Everyone out there has a family, and they know that their family should be a Family, not a ground for pushing down views and tormenting them. Like seriously, out of all the people in the world I'd expect my family to understand me and my wants and to respect it. If they don't then what good is Calling it a Family and not an institution. I piss on this kind of relationship where you as an independent have no say even in this 2008. Like shame on those human beings who even dares to say... you won't understand. Hell yes I do understand.....a very simple fact that die and go back and be born in the 1800 century. Being brought up in the western country you still speak as if we stand in the medieval times. Every human being is just an ordinary human being, just becuz they are elder doesn't mean they are right in every aspect of life. They ought to be shown with fingers that look buddy.....you are Wrong!!!

What good is it selling your heart? For what? Your whole life unknown to yourself you will curse them on n on inside of you.....even though you will say now that no, I don't think so. A dirty deed never goes unpunished. For what you have caused and the pain inflicted, it will one day hunt you back and them who had the major roles in developing it. I strongly believe this. Talking about future happiness? Lol! Happiness is something that lies within our mind and soul which revolves around heart. You may have a rich family with 2 kids and such a nice happy surrounding, but what eats you inside won't be considered a part of that happiness. Life and marriage isn't a contract. The reason we wear that ring on that specific finger is because it is believed that the vain from there goes straight on to heart without bypassing other arteries and vain. When you have an obstacle that you tried to cut away without reason that lies within that path to the heart, you think your then to be ring is gonna be worthy? Naha!!

I have no reason to brag on, not my business either. It's just that I have a damn mouth that can't shut up to say the truth when I see it. For those whom I consider a good friend, I tend to make their pain personal and I feel it as bad as them. ****er me! Well, clap clap. You have won along with the entire background of yours...devastating a soul for no reason while you could have just let it live in peace in the first time. This is where my anger comes.....if you had done so much and went so far as much as to involve even the background of that person....then why the **** do you retreat? Like how could you? How could you my dearest S***D***?

I rest my case. No more from me. I feel too .............

ronohungkar · June 4th, 2008, 01:01 PM

Sinking deeper n deeper I reach the bottom. There is no more sinking no more turning around. Hurt has reached its maximum core, and soon to just explode. God knows how n when n where it will all end as the soul will fly away into a land where she resides, where no pain or hurt can reach. Why do you seek shelter foolish boy? Why do you seek comfort when you are depressed? Why does it hurt so much when you are feeling lonely and broken? Why do you want that loved hand to wrap you and hold you tight? Why do you even seek some soft words from your loved ones? Don't. Just don't expect anything. If they cannot understand the amount of pain you are in and holds on to the grudge not considering that there is a vast difference between incidental mistake/honest mistake/mistake done due to sudden circumstances, And doing something intentionally to hurt them back or just to solve personal grudge or anger.........overlooking the fact that the person who had done it by mistake is in extreme agony for some reason.

Yes, this is pain that breaks the heart when the closest among the close people does not realize how much pain they are pain they are giving out while that soul just wanted some comfort, maybe couple of words, maybe a loving hand. Foolish boy, you have shown stupidity on a very special day...now you shall suffer.....doesnt matter what state you heart is in......just sit there and bear it all on your shoulder. Don't expect others to read your heart and know that you are in pain.......

kijo · June 4th, 2008, 04:56 PM

miracles do happen..but not for me..
yayeeeeeeeeee

ronohungkar · June 4th, 2008, 08:17 PM

Same thing again! Thanks god for ruining yet another day!

**Prova** · June 5th, 2008, 06:03 AM

Bhabtesi 26 page staple korbo kemne!! its too thick!

**tamchow** · June 6th, 2008, 05:24 AM

ummm ummmm ummmm amar gariii... kobe pabo...

**mina** · June 6th, 2008, 07:26 PM

TOday is FRIDAYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy why can't it be saturday

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