| Sinking deeper n deeper I reach the bottom. There is no more sinking no more turning around. Hurt has reached its maximum core, and soon to just explode. God knows how n when n where it will all end as the soul will fly away into a land where she resides, where no pain or hurt can reach. Why do you seek shelter foolish boy? Why do you seek comfort when you are depressed? Why does it hurt so much when you are feeling lonely and broken? Why do you want that loved hand to wrap you and hold you tight? Why do you even seek some soft words from your loved ones? Don't. Just don't expect anything. If they cannot understand the amount of pain you are in and holds on to the grudge not considering that there is a vast difference between incidental mistake/honest mistake/mistake done due to sudden circumstances, And doing something intentionally to hurt them back or just to solve personal grudge or anger.........overlooking the fact that the person who had done it by mistake is in extreme agony for some reason.
Yes, this is pain that breaks the heart when the closest among the close people does not realize how much pain they are pain they are giving out while that soul just wanted some comfort, maybe couple of words, maybe a loving hand. Foolish boy, you have shown stupidity on a very special day...now you shall suffer.....doesnt matter what state you heart is in......just sit there and bear it all on your shoulder. Don't expect others to read your heart and know that you are in pain.......
I live in a world beyond your world....
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